… instead I am getting ready for dinner.
The whole idea is to have dinner with my family at a very, very nice place … in Pittsburgh.
Think of a number … if you get to “12” you’ve gone too far.
I worked on my hair … it isn’t cooperating.
I got my outfit together … the slacks are too tight.
I looked for the rest … there are no shoes to match.
I even picked out nice jewelry … and can’t find the matching earrings.
You know … a typical day in Happy Holly World here.
I need to drive two hours … I don’t feel like driving.
I want to be thin and gorgeous … I am not.
I want to be happy … and all I can think of is a year ago.
Same place … same people … and me with a heart full of joy and hope.
Not realizing that in a very short time, my heart would be broken beyond belief.
Shouldn’t I be all over this by now?
Maybe the magnificent food tonight will make me Happy for today.
I really hope so.