Yeah, that’s where I am today.
And I wish with all my heart that I could just dump it all here … but it is so beyond anything, that I just can’t do it.
At least not today.
Frankly I don’t know where I would even start.
I am chuckling right now … because WordPress here “reads” what you type, and makes suggestions as to what keywords and pictures would be appropriate for the blog.
Based on what I just wrote, they determined that Health, Heart, Mental Health, and Dissociative Disorders would be appropriate.
Well, Mental Health maybe … she said with a smile … and Dissociative Disorders would probably be a blessedly welcome relief, but no, not that.
And the pictures that they suggested have that nice little one with a bag full of 401-K money and the word Health written across it.
That also is ironic in its own way.
Those of us with no Health Insurance and no bags of money … well, lets just say I’ve not always been where I am now.
But believe it or not that’s not even the tip of the iceberg.
Make no mistake. I wouldn’t make any major life choices any differently.
Following my heart has been its own reward. And curse.
But for the life of me I cannot come up with one Happy Holly thing today.
Sorry.
Maybe tomorrow.
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Ahh! Or perhaps better stated: A-ha! I just saw the bottom of the page, and I see now the standard which must be met, to wit: that the something you do is to be done for no other reason than to make yourself happy. I take it that your sign-off on this article means that you did something on the site by posting your comments but you left without having made yourself happy. Might I suggest that in ascertaining the nature of happiness maybe the focus should be less on the content of what you have posted in evaluating the attainment of happiness and more simply on having performed the process of excavating something from inside of you and putting it out there for the world to see.
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Does a “Happy Holly thing” have a definition or a standard to be met beyond simply the fact that you dragged it out of yourself and found the will and power to share it via the blog (by virtue of which what has been offered might otherwise be seen as entitled to the name)?
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